Subject Disappointments....
DateCreated 7/19/2007 9:20:00 PM
PostedDate 7/20/2007 6:02:00 AM
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I hate it when people don't live up to their word.... I jump hoops to keep mine...

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So, to keep it short, and sweet... we've been up to absolutely no good this week, and I'm pooped.  Worked my ass off...and thought I'd be celebrating tonite.

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Doing what you ask?  Well.... working my throat half to death, and performing on command is becoming a real bitch... 

I don't like having to "create" moments, I just prefer to let them happen......

But when you let them happen, you have to "let" someone else take control, and if you know me at all, you know that I don't take orders easily, or lightly....

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I don't take disappointments lightly either, and it's almost like I don't want to grow a thicker skin... changing is hard, and I like me the way I am, and I don't want a thicker skin....  then again, I don't want to be disappointed either....

Decisions.... decisions...

So, for all you lonely hearts out there, here's yer anterockstar song of the second.... let's all raise a glass to bitch.. or moan... whatever the fuck you feel like doing right now.