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I am officially neurotic

Ok, I officially can’t handle people.

I don’t know if it’s people or me, but by the end of today I was reduced to one little girl standing crying in the middle of the Walmart makeup department.

I had Christmas full on alive in my heart till I went into that commercially rigged fucking ridiculousness we call an excuse for a religious holiday, and … what a harrowing experience.

Although there were bright spots.

Let’s see if I can’t make them out…

I got lunch at Timmy’s…
I got tap shoes at St-Vincents…. TAP shoes. CATL here I fucking come boys…
I got sparkly stockings at St-Vincents…
I got PURPLE suede boots at St-Vincents…
I PUNCHED Corey at the OC…
I got FOUR scents of incense at the OC…
I met up with Jackson at the OC…
I got wine… AND Dr. McGillicuddy’s at the LCBO…
I got THREE perfect gifts bought at Canadian Tire…
I’ve got an aged OKA and a red Shiraz waiting for me tomorrow night…
I have a perfect red rose for my nighttable…
I got expensive shampoo and conditioner, new hair gloss (in the neatest bottle… it has CHARMS!)
I got all the new makeup I wanted….

And I guess it’s was all too much.

I had many times before today thought about spending my Walmart certificate Nana bought me and sent up earlier this month on food or something else for the family. I spent every single cent of it on me.

I was gonna give up going to Walmart cause I’d put it off so long anyways, and I was pretty tired after the grocery store. Kevin made us go on.

I got pissed at him, and of course my sadness has to be someone’s fault. The straw that broke the camels back in Walmart was being left waiting there for him. It seemed the whole day he kept disappearing… every time I turned around he was nowhere to be found.

I waited and waited and just was completely overrought with dismay. I don’t know why I was so distraught, all I knew was that I needed Kevin to be there that instant.

And I’ll be back, my hubby needs me….

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