I really don’t. I never plan these notes, and things I do plan to write I never get around to writing. This is supposed to be my playground.
It’s not safe here.
So I don’t say anything. Really, the last few notes I’ve written I haven’t said a thing, and when I do express myself publically in order to join the conversation, I’m converged on by more arrogance and rudeness, I just don’t feel it’s useful, or now at this point, even healthy, to continue to court a place in the group.
Just do my little thing in my little corner, and hope I don’t attract too much attention… lest the bullies be reminded I’m here and set me up for another bashing.