a neurotic numerologist.
2 is my lucky number :):)
3 is a magic number :):)
2 is a girl
3 is a boy
1 is the difference between them :):)
I like that, it’s pretty, I think I’ll use it :):)
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Fox is leaving in two days for another province, after settling
himself in comfortably… wherever he lays his hat that’s his home.
We’re all moving on to that spirit in the sky, and some of us are
enjoying the journey. My experience with Fox has been that he’s sly
and slippery as hell, but once you trap him, he’s pretty much yours.
Haha… he just refuses to be trapped :)
He’s spontaneous, honest (brutally so), gentle, warm, and steady like
a rock. BOOM. Indeed. I have his basslines forever, his face etched in
my mind… I also have the kinks in my armor.
ONE time in my life I have been removed from a stage at a show. Once.
I think I know what I did to deserve it, and it sure as fuck won’t
stop me from climbing onto a stage again. My FIRST time ON a stage
filming, as well as my first time performing as a member of the
ensemble was with 3Tards. I DO know what I did to deserve both of
those.
Fox hasn’t spoken to me since he made it clear to me at their last
show I wasn’t to be anywhere near their stage for the performance.
I am not terribly good at taking direction, and god almighty
considering the amount of booze we all had it could have been
incredibly dramatic… I did promise I would cry, just didn’t know
what would set me off.
I went out into the alley and let out my steam on pretty much the only
places I could… two other guys who are brave enough to handle me…
Reminded me of another time when there was pretty much just ONE guy
standing between me and oblivion…
Fox calming me after I mustered the adrenaline to pick up a 200lb punk
and throw him off my stage for trampling bushes.
Then I went back into the Kathedral, and captured footage so vivid…
the rushes were playing in my mind for days every time I closed my
eyes.
I’m gonna miss Fox, but he’s left me with so much to work with I know
I won’t have time to cry about it…
Andrew Ryan Fox… You’re my hero.
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