Yes, I’m back in fuck the world mode. Sue me.
“I just made you up to hurt myself”
Those are NIN lyrics btw… in case you’re wondering. From “Only”. Nothing like a good NIN ditty to get your blood boiling. Or assholes with wild imaginations and big mouths. Ya… that’s NIN alright. (one could argue that Jesus Christ was an asshole with a wild imagination, although I think he might have underestimated the size of his mouth… and appetite).
After watching phyte club (oops) fight club last night, and NIN this morning, I’m about ready to kill someone…. funny how our world impacts us isn’t it? It stops being funny when all this faux aggression relieving leads to people suffering real time though dunnit?
Ahhh… it’s all fun and games until someone loses an eye. or an was that an Aye…?
I put up the Bensley yesterday. I got a comment on it :). I reached right on out and touched someone. Target acquired. Mission accomplished. Inspiration granted, now multiply.
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One has to follow the signs at one point, and realize what shots are meant for you. Which shots are worth taking, and how straight you can shoot if you don’t have to shoot too far. I remember in my grad year in high school we did Archery in Gym. I hit bullseyes…. almost every time. Haha…
I picked a guitar and a bass out of the garbage the other day… remember? I just traded the bass for $50, repairs on the acoustic, and lessons in using it. Sweet fuckin deal there. I’ve been twanging it here and there, it sounds not bad considering it’s got nails holding in some strings. Makes you cringe that someone would put a nail into a guitar. I don’t have the heart to pull it out it looks like it woul bleed if I did.
It’s customary to name one’s instruments, but I won’t be naming her yet. Even though I know very much that she is mine, and intended *just* for me. I’m content to own her without possessing her at the moment… besides, methinks it works much better if I let her possess me intstead.
And besides, I have to wait fror her to be repaired, and I’m knee deep in a financial planning exercise that is exhaustive at best. Predicting the future always is… but I know I’m getting better at that too, and seeing the hurdles coming is half the battle of jumping over them.
“Cry havoc… and let slip the dogs of war”… ya… that’s what I say.