Uh oh I failed as a Martyr…
Uh oh I failed as a Mom…
Uh oh I failed as a Daughter…
but I never failed as a friend……………………………………..
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So the Hellion and I had another jam session this week…YAY! it’s pretty much the only thing I have a real recollection for this week (well, the only thing we taped), cause the whole world seemed to turn upside down again… It’s making me nauseous…
Spent more time getting to know more people this week than I have in forever… spent more time missing people I don’t have anymore… more time hooking people up… more time with the kids, more time with the neighbors, more time with the landlord, more time more time more time…
More time with a Cousin of mine who I haven’t spoken to in some time, he said I sounded off my rocker… hahaha…
It’s been fun as hell though in a whirlywindy way, and even though we haven’t made progress on some things (we’re behind on editing Hellride), we did make progress on other things…. we’re halfway done shooting Episode 1 of a brand new season….
I’m nervous about things coming up, it’s going to be alot of work…. although I’m starting to get a taste of what’s to come, and it’s going down a little better than it has in the past. I think I may actually be excited….funny how excitement and dread feel the same isn’t it?
“And the cat came back, the very next day”
Ya, I know, in my last post I said I wouldn’t work with Doug again. I was wrong, sue me.
Apparently, unbeknownst to me….(or unrealized until now silly me) Doug Hell thinks alot of me. He thinks I’m worth investing his time in, he thinks I’m worth putting up with, and he thinks I’m worth taking a chance on. A big one…
Intertwining these story lines is gonna be fun… We work very much in opposition Doug and I…. in some ways. In other ways we work in harmony, and those are the things that matter.
I feel I’m on a good footing… I feel I can maintain my footing if I keep myself on solid ground, and I think I can keep solid ground, cause I know I can count on those around me to hold me to it.
Amen ladies and gentlemen… amen to balance.
And speaking of balance, the fishies will be swimming upstream on the creek soon, if you ever feel like YOUR life is a struggle, I highly recommend you take note of what these poor creatures go through annually… puts things right in perspective it does…