life.
Love, the pursuit of happiness….
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I wanna wring some necks.
It’s been a long hard road for me to come to a place in myself where I feel solid… and stoic.
We’ve returned to the market to try and push our concept forward some. Lord knows we are a cause that needs a push…
It’s been a long hard road for me to come to a place in myself where I feel pride… and joy in what I do.
It’s been a terribly long hard road for me to come to a clear understanding of myself, and my place in this world.
The rewards that have come with this also come with their share of caveats.
My newfound confidence has gotten me the balls to open my mouth and speak BEFORE I’m spoken to, express my thoughts with clarity….. and conscience.
It is in this conscience that I find inspiration, and my work of late has reflected this… I’ve been producing some of the best work I feel I have ever produced… all because someone expressed an alignment with my cause.
But what happens when, inevitably, this alignment is put to the test, and ultimately, becomes misaligned in the process? What happens when one does not correct these misalignments….
Inspiration being the fleeting thing it is… would leave.
But fortunately there are always satellites roaming about to align one’s self, even if they are only small… I have a big net.
It IS a big net… and I don’t need BIG support to harness the power of it, that’s right in my hands.
What’s a shame is that certain satellites think they’re bigger, and that that makes them more powerful… but I know the truth.
They’re just big empty windbags floating around in space…. made of nothing but tin foil.
When I’m solid steel.
It’s terribly frustrating